Sigh. I haven't been online for a long time and I'll tell you why- my nonsense of a computer decided to die on me again on monday. My work for KEBAB is stuck inside and so is MG, but luckily my digimatte is saved on my thumby -_- Have non choice but to work it on a freaking slow com and restart the colour tests.

I swear, when it gets right I'm gonna back up everything then reformat and buy a new motherboard.

Wait. I saw an imation sale at the campus. I should probably buy another thumbdrive. -ponders-

So anyway, its been a fairly okay week without the blessing of my computer to use. Spending most of my time doing sculpturing and drawing. Zzz.

Okay, I do matte painting now. -_-

Ever feel like there's not enough hours in a day?

Hmm maybe only to those who sleeps in everyday hm..

So anyway, I tot a little blogging is in order before I start work. Mr Calvin's gonna kill me because the last few pages of my sketchbook are all PW doodles.

OMG HELP

Its a Gant! Run for your lives!


Ehem. So anyway, came across this song and I'm absolutely in love with it. One of the few songs
that has reached into my veryyyyyyy soul
Careless Breath

Romanji:

tameraigachi ni fuseta hitomi
kono te ga sono kami hikiyoseteta
yureru toiki wo kanjinagara
samayou kuchibiru keredo kasaneta

are kara boku-tachi wa nando to naku
toki no sukima wo tsumuide kita
keshite yakusoku dekinai
mirai dakara koso tada junsui(hitamuki) ni

akireru kurai ni wagamama na Breath
subete wa ano toki hajimatta
itsuka wa todaeru unmei no Breath
sore wo bokura wa shirinagara
hikareatta

moshimo tokei wo hazushita nara
eien wa aru no? kimi ga sasayaku
nani mo iezu ni koboreochita tameiki
namida ga mune wo nurashita

sore naraba naze watashi ni fureta no?
iiwake no hitotsu mo iezu ni
soshite semeru koto mo naku
kimi wa totsuzen koko kara sugata keshita

* akireru kurai ni wagamama na Breath
motomete, oborete, kizutsuketa
subete wo nakushita fuyoui na Breath
kuyamu tabi mata sono itami ga shimetsukeru

uso demo ii... to kitto nozonde ita
kimi no kimochi ni kotaekirezu
okubyou na boku ga moshi sono toki kotaetetara mada
tsudzuite ita no ka?

karada ga oboeta fukisoku na Breath
mou ichido subete de kanjitai
Taion(nukumori) sore shika shinjirarezu
osaekirenai shoudou de

* repeat


English translation:


These eyes cast down with indecision
This hand pulled that hair closer
While feeling the wavering sigh
The lips wander, but overlap

Since then we have, many times
Woven gaps in time
I will not make a promise
Because it's the future, purely

That shockingly selfish breath
Everything began from that time
Someday it will stop, this fateful breath
And while we knew that
We were attracted to each other

Suppose we took off our watches
You whisper 'Does eternity exist?'
A sigh falls without my saying anything
Tears wet my chest

If so, then why did you touch me?
Without a single excuse
And so without blame
You suddenly disappeared from here

*
That shockingly selfish breath
Searching for it, drowning, being hurt
The careless breath that lost everything
Every time I regret, the pain constricts me

Even a lie's all right...surely you hoped for that
Not being able to respond to your feelings
If timid me had answered then, then would we still
Be continuing?

The unsteady breath my body remembered
One more time, I would like to feel it all
Believing in nothing but warmth
With uncontrollable impulse

* repeat


Ah yes..such a moving song. I did some revamping of my desk.Shall post pictures as soon as I remember where I placed my hp cable =|

Meanwhile whole lot of PW spam! XDDDD

photo manipulated PW~

Seriously HAVE to sell this in SG..

Yes, he's scary when he testifies =x

<3

I think I found a new artist to haunt..




I LOVE THIS.

Gah, gotta wake up early tomorrow. T_T Till then.

I'm suppose to be doing my mograph assignment but I feel a little blogging is in order first.Yes,no need to thank me guys.

-sips coffee-

and yes,DAMN YOU GODOT! YOUR PRESENCE IN THE GS GAMES HAVE DRIVEN ME TO DRINK MORE COFFEE THAN I USUALLY ALLOW MYSELF!I ONLY HOPE I DON'T SUCCUMB TO DRINKING 18 CUPS OF COFFEE PER TRIAL LIKE YOU DO.

-ponders-

Sigh..cleaned my room today. Only managed to clean up a set of drawers and closet drawers.Shall start on washing all my stuff toys next zz.

'Godammit.Its always STUFF TOYS FIRST.What about the bishie posters?!'

Relax Kyouya. I want to repaint the wall before I stick you guys up on my hall of fame.So all in good time. Okay, time for work. C ya.

So its been a while since I've updated,yeah life's kind of peachy,you know assignments,minor,assignments,procrastination..but mainly procrastination. Anyway AnH didn't really went well considering I didn't go to the Art during the Emergency exhibition and I was in my 'uber cool swift and silent Vincent mode' that day, so I got lectured (well not really) on how my participation in the discussion is not enough,and not to blame them when I get a grade based on my performance. This was my reaction.

So enough about that,been doing a new skin, and thinking about getting a domain of my own. Hmm,we'll see. Been sketching a lot lately, bought the book recommended by Mr Calvin and its pretty useful.
Hmm,should probably ease on the curves.

So yea, sculpturing up to the torso only, I've discovered a fast method of conditioning the sculptey. All you need is a cheese grater and a bowl, and a little oil. Voila. I leave it to you to figure that out.

Till again,goodbye.